Getting the part of Ruth
"I'd
done a lot of work before Survivors. I'd worked
with Lawrence Olivier and all sorts of people in
the theatre, but I hadn't had a lot of television
experience. So I needed to do something that
would give me a lot of publicity. Quite simply,
my agent put me up for the job and I got it. I
can't remember who interviewed me for the part.
It was a long time ago, I was only twenty
four!"
Joining the team
"What
they do, or did at the BBC at that time was to
have six months of filming on location. Then
you'd go to the Acton studios in London. So you'd
just get to know everyone and work. As actors we
are all trained at Drama School to be incredibly
together. It's a bit like training soldiers, so
we just don't give in to feelings of 'will I be
accepted by the others or not?'. You walk into a
room full of strangers, and you sort of sense out
the people you like, and then you get on with the
work. Then you go home, work on the script and go
back the next day and of course you get to know
each other better and better."
Playing
Ruth
"She
was good and she wasn't frightened of people. She
just got on with it. I watched a video of the
series recently and it was really interesting to
watch what I had done when so young. It was like
looking at a child! Of course, over twenty years
you change, but hopefully you change for the
right reasons and not the wrong ones. You use
your energy to learn; life is about
learning."
Filming
"We
had rehearsals in London at Acton, and then we'd
go down to Monmouth. We'd have maybe two or three
rehearsals down there and then we'd shoot it.
Companies like the BBC don't spend a lot of money
on time. You've got to be ready, you have to know
exactly what's needed of you. You have to be so
disciplined. I used to spend every night in my
hotel room in Monmouth just learning my lines and
making it work. Equity has certain rules, I think
it's an eleven-hour day. You'd be collected in
the morning and driven up to the hill, where
they'd be setting up the lighting and you'd get
dressed and have your make-up put on and then
you'd sit around till they were ready. Just like
any film set. There would be endless amounts of
time to wait while things were set up; lighting
etc. I'd go through it all in my head then,
waiting around on that cold chilly hill. But
there were plenty of us up there so we kept each
other company. It was very cold and uncomfortable
but they kind of look after that as they gave us
huge amounts of food all the time."
Developing
Ruth
"I
didn't want to make her glamorous at all, I
wanted to make her someo ne who was believable,
someone who got on with it, someone who had been
completely obliterated by what had happened. Ruth
wore very little make-up, just like me. I felt
that she must be very natural. They had racks and
racks of clothes that you could choose. You have
certain things that you always wear as that
character. Everything, of course has to relate as
it's all very carefully done. There has to be
continuity of scenes. You can't have somebody
sitting down and drinking coffee and then
suddenly walking around with a different pullover
on. They were very careful and organised about
that sort of thing. The make-up department at the
BBC was the best around, the girls were
magnificent. I remember that when I first started
out on this project, the make-up girl showed me
pictures of people who had been discovered in
forests, corpses and things. It was just because
they had to study the whole thing. It was
ghastly. And they said to me that that was how
your body looked after five weeks, this is what
it looks like when you've been shot, etc. So they
had it all, they had to study the whole
thing."
Scripts
"Survivors
wasn't terribly well written. Some of the scripts
in fact were surprisingly poor, you had to make
something out of nothing. There were some good
actors on it however and we had to invent and
make ourselves more than the actual script was
suggesting. I changed my lines
all the time! They expect you to do that. The
director is very busy and he hasn't got time to
look at the script. You go up to him and say 'Can
I change this line, it doesn't make sense?' or
'Can I say this instead of that?' You've got to
be very organised about the way you work. That's
what television is all about. Film is always very
together but if it's video, and Survivors was
video, you've always got a problem with the
scripts. I suppose if the part were a minor one
you wouldn't get away with changing the
lines."
Television
ratings
"It
was very low rated, they didn't get any good
ratings at all at the time. We were all so
disappointed. Ten million may seem good today but
there was so much more going on at the time.
There was a much wider spectrum of drama on
television in those days."
Callow
Hill
"Everybody
was moved by Callow, it's a beautiful place. It's
got incredible power, it's a lovely, lovely place
and we were so incredibly well looked after by
the Davids. None of us will forget it I don't
think! I didn't mind the mud or the wind. We were
given our expenses and we could go back and forth
as much as we liked. I fell in love while there.
We had our dressing-rooms in the stables behind
the farmhouse, it was all very rough and tumble.
Callow Hill is a very special place. I don't
think anybody can go to Callow without feeling
altered. Whenever you're sitting on a hill you
get a lot of healing power"
Leaving the show
"I'd
just had enough. I didn't want to do any more.
When I left Survivors I went straight into the
West End, playing with Paul Schofield. I just
went from strength to strength. I got so much
more work after that. You have to be quite
ruthless as an actress. You really do have to be
ruthless about your choices. I was only twenty
four or so and I had to carry on and do other
things. To be in a BBC production which seemed
stodgy when you were doing it wasn't good enough.
I just couldn't afford to do another year in that
company. So I went on to do some more theatre and
some films. It is true that I didn't like the
scripts that they were writing and I suppose I
was quite snotty at that age. As a young actress
you have to be very careful and discerning. You
have to choose carefully where you're going to be
at any given moment in your life because you've
got to get up that ladder. I think Ruth probably
got lost on the motorway going back to London to
get some more soap!"
Lights
of London
"We
filmed till five in the morning. They were all
over Denis' legs, everywhere! I hate rats,
they're my phobia. What they did was to spray
hundreds of rats and they all died. Then we had
to get other rats. They certainly didn't throw
any at me; I walked out! I'm not very compliant
about things like that. I think Denis had rubber
trousers or something like that. These brown
rats, which I think are the worst, climbed up
Denis' legs. They also had false rats; I
certainly didn't have any real ones on me! But I
loved the story, I enjoyed making it very much
indeed. The whole experience was a very good one
for all of us, we all enjoyed doing it. Nobody
was unhappy, it was a good piece of solid work
for all of us. I think what really upset us was
the reception of the viewers, which made us feel
very disappointed. We got very disheartened.
Other dramas at the time were doing much better,
although ten or eleven million seems a lot today,
it wasn't then. Ratings are important for the
actors because you want your work to be
recognised, you want to be taken seriously. We
believed in the subject, we really did. We didn't
have an obsession about it but we really believed
it could happen. It was an interesting project
and hopefully they'll do an other one and make it
more involved. There were some very inspired
moments in that series."
70's actors
"People
have even been writing to me about the series. My
generation of actors has given an awful lot to
the profession, and now it's all coming back. We
were so involved with our work. When you go to
work in the studio now, or any theatre company,
you always find actors who aren't totally
involved, and we were, even if it was only a tiny
role we'd find a way to make it sparkle. People
like Diana Rigg really worked hard. People like
Lawrence Olivier really worked hard at what they
did. It's a craft, and if you don't treat it like
a craft then what's acting?"
Film over
Video
"If
you're working behind a film camera you've got
real concentration. It's like having an eye
that's watching you, it's absolutely brilliant
and fantastic. You have such contact with the
camera. You can't lie to the camera. But if
you've got video you've got this loose, long
three-dimensional thing which zooms around all
over the place. Video just doesn't look right.
With the newly devised cameras we had from
Germany you just didn't get the right focus, so
you couldn't make a proper picture. I know it's
very easy to just 'film'. Anybody can do that.
You can buy a video camera and film. But to get
the three-dimensional essence, which is the
actual atmospheric property of the story, plus
the focus, couldn't be done with those cameras.
The lighting didn't look right with those
cameras. People don't look right, it's too flat,
rather like looking at a painting instead of
being drawn into something. Whereas if you look
at some of my work that I've done on camera
(film) you always get the atmospheric sensation
whic h should accompany the story. That for me is
what was wrong with the series. It doesn't look
right. If you've got film you've got the shots
which cut together and make sense and just look
right, it's like making a piece of artwork, you
put it together properly. To me the idea of
studio cameras, even the videos which are very
evolved nowadays, don't create the right
three-dimensional sensation that I would require
to touch people. I might do another series of
Survivors just for fun. A new series should be
done on film. if you've got the right lighting,
camera-men, right script with actors who are
happy doing what they are doing, with a good
director you can literally make anything work.
That's the magic of the camera."
[N.B.
Celia's recollections are taken from an interview
conducted by Kevin Marshall in the mid-1990s]
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